Why ....?

Hey yo wassup ,partner ?
Recently nothing much happened ..
Just that now ,I had fight with Dan ..
Gyeah ,Dan C.
Used to be my close friend & cousin .
Well not many people know why I hate him so much ..
Now I'm going to tell all you readers ..
Of why I hate him .
Lets see ,not long time ago I used to be close to him .
Everyday we played bowling and etc. ..
Everything went well till I dunnoe when ,he change ..
Well I dun care but then he start to destroy my life ..
But I'm not going to tell all of you what he did to me .
Wanna know ,find out yourself .

Kalao korang sumerh pikir dier anerh peyh baek ,terserah uhh .
Aku takkan benci orang kalao dier tkderh salah .
Pergy larh korang ,cayerh larh dektu .
Syaitan bertopeng malaikat .
Nak aku pergi ?
Kay ,aku akan blah .
Tapy ingat ,aku takkan luperh perbuatan dier kat aku .

Is this the end ..?(Why)& The truth ..

Hey yo wassup partner ?
Its been awhile aye ?
Gyeah ,wassup dawg ?
So far between me & Jannah is going well .
No more disturber(Apek) .
Haha but like I always said ,problem comes after another ..
Right now ,I've had separated from my grandma ..
I dun wanna say bout it ..
And now ,I've been living with Jannah ever since ..
Thank you and your mom too .
What I'm stress about is ,now I'm independence and how the fuck and where should I start ?
The one who used to support me was my grandma and now she's gone ,who will ..?
My family dun care bout me so do my parents ..
Friends ?
Well they help a bit by givin' me advise to work ..
I appreciate that but I don't think its the time .
I dunnoe ..?
I wanna wait till 16 .
Just few more days ..
They keep pestering me bout work .
They thing I dun wanna ?
I wanted but someone "paitao" .
I don't care ya noe ?
I mean ,please understand me guys .
Ya'll sayin' that I didn't try but then what ya'll know ?
Did ya experience this shit with me ?
Naah ,doubt it .
All of ya can just say anything ya'll want .
But the one who's going thru all this shit is me ,partner .
I know ,if I think I'm one in a million ,there's lots more .
I understand that .
But did they make it ?
Just a little of em' made it and majority don't .
What I wanna say is ,I'm one of em' .
So please guys stop pestering me .
Help me go through all this not shootin me ,know what I'm sayin' ?
But I dun force ya'll .
Ya'll a good friend to me .
I dun treat ya'll like friends but family ..
I love you guys ..

To YOU ,
If ya know who you are .
Gyeah ,I'm sorry fo hatin' ya .
But ya makin' me hatin ya .
I trust ya but turn out ya're one big liar .
Ya never fulfill ya promises thats what makin me hatin ya .
Of cause they protectin' ya cause ya only do it to me surprising not em' ..
I dunnoe whatcha want from me homeboi ..
Though ya one of my best family member .
But it turn out ya're in the "family" category huh ?
Heh ,why must I be your victim ?
Why must ya embarrass me in front of em' all ?
Why ya take my position ?
Why ya lying to me ?
why ya using me ?
And most importantly ...why me ..?
I dunnoe if ya realise this or not but I hope ya do .
Heh ,who am I to judge ya .
I'm human too and everyone make mistakes ..

That's all partner ..
This is hell of a live that I'm livin ..
and btw Kai ,sometimes ya not helping me but ya makin matter WORSE .