I am confuse????

Hello2 ,there .
Its been so long update my blog & many things had happened .
About Ahkai story had ended peacefully .
Thanks god nothing happened .
And now me & him is back like the old times .
But then its true ay that there is no ending to problem ?
Cause problem struck me one after another .
Right now as you all know that I still have feeling for her but then its seems that she is getting further apart from me ,well I mean she tk habes2 ngan Bob .
But what can I do ?
The answer is nothing or there is ?
I don't know what to do ,seriously I don't .
I now end up bermesra with her sister .
Oh well if she betol want to go with Bob I have nothing to say .
Guess I'm destined to be alone ay ?
I really wanna give up on my life cause it is full of sadness .
But I have to admit that I quite happy with my life now ,I mean no people torture me anymore .
No more suffering & no more pain .
And to others thank you for making me struggle thank you for making me cry ,I've perfected my hussle tell me the world ain't my .
I don't know how to describe cause its really hard to say ,now they cry non stop because I rose to the top & 113 is my place .
And you all out there still stressing ,still fighting as for me no more pain no more suffering .
To my family & friends its time to dance cause I'm free from stress .
Ya2 okey wateva I'm out now & see you around partner .
Coach D. signing out .

yeah

Well hello there everyone ,its been awhile since i update my blog .
I am very busy this lately .
Well lets see ,I had a nice fight with Ahkai as you all know but then its over .
We are friend once again .
Thats a relieve ,finally no more enemy .
Except for zaki but then I still say that he is my friend .
I kinda miss my school friends but ...
Okay Let me tell you my reason for why I dont wanna go to school .
Its not that the school is horrid or wateva ,its just that i felt so lonely at there .
During lesson only two person talked to me and when it is recess time ,I am all alone .
All by myself ...
Jas ,my old best buddy is now so sombong with me .
Asep ,my old friend has forgotten bout me .
Well all my old buddy is gone and i left with 113 .
except for Chacha .
Anyway thats the reason why i dont wanna go to school .
Well wateva I am out now .
oh ya before that I wish Rara will be fine .
We all gonna miss her .
Takecare partner .

I don't know.

Well its been a while I update my blog .
let see I have a nice fight with Mr.Sulaimi that is Ahkai father because of I borrow Nizam hp .
But then who cares cause I already got permission from Nizam and his motha .
And ya before that I quarrel with Chacha & Ahkai .
Cause I take nizam tonning with me .
And then they say I teached Nizam bad thing .
Like what the fuck are they talking bout ?
I never teached him anything bad & I got proof aye .
They had no ideas to againts me and they ungkit2 bout I eat at their house and so on .
Man ,like what the hell I never asked them for food but they the one who force me too .
I clean their house & listen to their other yet I say nothin .
But they ungkit2 like hell .
I went there not to enjoy there or whatsoever its just that I pity Chacha at home with no one accompany her so therefore I went there to accompany her .
But this is what I get in return .
But well I don't mind .
But I reaaly don't wanna fight with Chacha ya see .
I love her like my own sister .
Ahkai ,well its not the first time I've fought with him .
In the past he manage to ruin my life but I've been thinking should I?
I guess nah I don't want .
Let it be .
What past is past .
I got 113 now so whats the worry ?
I don't wanna make enemy anymore ,I just wanna make friend you feel me ?

I wish from the bottom of my heart I wanna appologize to Ahkai & his family ...

And to anyone out there who don't wanna forgive me ,
Go to helllll with ya .
Yes I am referring to you Zaki .

And to Ch(A)cap last long yaw !
ingat panu hahas!!!

Gotta go now see you around partner !!!

lol

Hey yo ,I am so damnly sleepy never sleep till now .

Well i was busy watching porn .

Hahas,joking ler .

I seem can't sleep ,I dunno why .

Alot of things occured my mind .

Ah well ,wateva .

I ,till now can't seems to find myself ..

But then with the help from Bob and others surely I'll find me .

You see when I fall ,sad ,or any negative feeling it was them who give me a shoulder to lean on and they make me stand up .

Without them I dunno what will I become .

I really love 113 person than myself .

And thanks to someone ,I've learned that cinta itu tidak buta ,ia hanya memahami .

Thanks Valentino .

Hahas!!!!!!!!!!

I may lost my old best buddies but then I have new one and that is none other than Bob Badjojo & Dot spankwire .

They are my trully friend whom I can trust oh yaa and my suar friend to .

Thank you guys ,I really own All of you a big favour .

And to someone I really am sorry and I hope you would forgive me .

And to others like my old horrid friends ,If you still nak bobal blakang sal aku ,aku tak kesah coz aku malas nak layan budak2 cam korang .

And to babi bounce ,mulot jager sikit jangan maki mak aku free2 eyk .

Kau pergi cermin diri kau ulu .

Okay guys I'm out .

c ya when i c ya .

You all know me ;I from 113;

Young $ Cash $ Young mula baby !!!!!!!!!!!

113!!!!!!!!!

Well I have a wonderful friend and that is people from 113 .
They meant alot to me .
sumpah .
You know people like Bob,Dotsatsat,Nad and of cause my suar friend Kai .
Hahahas !!!!!!!!!
Well usually others will be talking bout what they did but then I different from them .
And I don't know what I am typing .
Basically I am bored and I miss 113 fella .
And I thought that I have no place to return but then 113 is my place .
Okay I don't know what to type somemore so till here only .
So bye2 !!!

and imy gerl .