I'm sorry ?

Well wassup partner ?
Lets get to the main point .
Look man ,I'm sorry aite ?
I know I'm the one who is the bad guy here .
Gyeah ,I am .
In the past I keep callin ya a devil but the truth lies in everyone eyes ..
Ya see bruh ,I got my reason to hate ya but then its downright stupid .
Ya my cousin ya noe ?
I love my family ..
The secrets of myself is out ..
Lets put that aside .
Ya see bruh ,the truth is ,ever since I've learned that ya my cousin ,I thought there is hope .
What I mean by hope is that as ya can see all my family is evil so I thought ya the hope .
The more I wanna be close to ya .
Frankly not that I'm in love with you but just wanna be close friends ..
But hence everything change ..
My like towards ya evolve to hatred .
But I do realise I've did many thangs to ya bruh .
and I guess the punishment I'm bout to face is the "dosa" that I've done ..
I'm sorry bruh ..
Same goes to Hudah too ..
But then if ya dun wanna forgive me ..
Itsokay ..
I've done my time and now its your turn to take the spotlight .

Maafkan aku .
Aku takan buat lagi .
The reason aku mintak maaf is ,
aku nak tenang .
Aku taknak fikir2 lagi .
Takecare .
Walaopon kiterh tak rapat or bobal tapy jangan luperh kenangan2 kiterh .
Maen pool .
Lan ,
Bowling ,
B.S
and
macammacam uhh ..
Haha !
Takecare bro .
Once again ,
I'm sorry ..

My life your entertainment .

Wassup partner ?
Its been awhile aye ?
Hahas !
Lets see ,recently ain't doing anythin' man ..
Ya see ,actually I'm stress .
Bout my life .
As ya'll know since I was little ,my parent left me with my grandmother .
So I've always with her ever since .
So she always support me ,pray for me and lotsa sacrifices that she've done to me .
Gyeah I appreciate all her efforts to me but then still I'm not that happy .
Why ?
Cause I ,till now still want my parent to be back together again .
Lots of people say that atleast I'm lucky to have a grandmother who watch after me blahblahblah ..
But who knows my feeling ?
No one ..
Ya noe ,I really love all my family members but sad thing is they always make my life miserable(entah betol ke tak spelling ?) ..
I dunnoe why ..
And others creates rumours bout me,makin' use of me and stuff .
Why ?
Am I that bad ?
I'm just a normal teenage boy who wants a normal life .
But why can't I experience it ?
Isn't it enough that I've lost my parent ?
To me life is damn unfair .
But I take it as a challenge from god and all I can do is "bersabar" ...
I dunnoe till when I can be like this .
Frankly ,I'm tired of living in this tiny planet .
But aslong as I still can go on ,I go .
I won't give up that easily .
Come on partner ,I've still got my grandmotha and Jannah .
So what is there to worry ?
My life maybe sux but who cares ?
I know out there without a doubt ,I got lotsa of haters .
But hey ,what can they suckers do ?
Create more rumours ?
HAAAAH !!
Well FUCK YOU Haters !
Now I can stand on my feet only makin them hate me so much .
Why haters ?
Get a life ,ya fool .
Ain't got time to entertain all you bankheads .
Poor to em' .
I know they lookin' down on me but hey ,to me they just don't dare to look up on me cause now I'm livin' my life .
So if ya'll feel bored or somethin' ,My Life Your Entertainment .
C ya when I c ya partners !!

Why ....?

Hey yo wassup ,partner ?
Recently nothing much happened ..
Just that now ,I had fight with Dan ..
Gyeah ,Dan C.
Used to be my close friend & cousin .
Well not many people know why I hate him so much ..
Now I'm going to tell all you readers ..
Of why I hate him .
Lets see ,not long time ago I used to be close to him .
Everyday we played bowling and etc. ..
Everything went well till I dunnoe when ,he change ..
Well I dun care but then he start to destroy my life ..
But I'm not going to tell all of you what he did to me .
Wanna know ,find out yourself .

Kalao korang sumerh pikir dier anerh peyh baek ,terserah uhh .
Aku takkan benci orang kalao dier tkderh salah .
Pergy larh korang ,cayerh larh dektu .
Syaitan bertopeng malaikat .
Nak aku pergi ?
Kay ,aku akan blah .
Tapy ingat ,aku takkan luperh perbuatan dier kat aku .

Is this the end ..?(Why)& The truth ..

Hey yo wassup partner ?
Its been awhile aye ?
Gyeah ,wassup dawg ?
So far between me & Jannah is going well .
No more disturber(Apek) .
Haha but like I always said ,problem comes after another ..
Right now ,I've had separated from my grandma ..
I dun wanna say bout it ..
And now ,I've been living with Jannah ever since ..
Thank you and your mom too .
What I'm stress about is ,now I'm independence and how the fuck and where should I start ?
The one who used to support me was my grandma and now she's gone ,who will ..?
My family dun care bout me so do my parents ..
Friends ?
Well they help a bit by givin' me advise to work ..
I appreciate that but I don't think its the time .
I dunnoe ..?
I wanna wait till 16 .
Just few more days ..
They keep pestering me bout work .
They thing I dun wanna ?
I wanted but someone "paitao" .
I don't care ya noe ?
I mean ,please understand me guys .
Ya'll sayin' that I didn't try but then what ya'll know ?
Did ya experience this shit with me ?
Naah ,doubt it .
All of ya can just say anything ya'll want .
But the one who's going thru all this shit is me ,partner .
I know ,if I think I'm one in a million ,there's lots more .
I understand that .
But did they make it ?
Just a little of em' made it and majority don't .
What I wanna say is ,I'm one of em' .
So please guys stop pestering me .
Help me go through all this not shootin me ,know what I'm sayin' ?
But I dun force ya'll .
Ya'll a good friend to me .
I dun treat ya'll like friends but family ..
I love you guys ..

To YOU ,
If ya know who you are .
Gyeah ,I'm sorry fo hatin' ya .
But ya makin' me hatin ya .
I trust ya but turn out ya're one big liar .
Ya never fulfill ya promises thats what makin me hatin ya .
Of cause they protectin' ya cause ya only do it to me surprising not em' ..
I dunnoe whatcha want from me homeboi ..
Though ya one of my best family member .
But it turn out ya're in the "family" category huh ?
Heh ,why must I be your victim ?
Why must ya embarrass me in front of em' all ?
Why ya take my position ?
Why ya lying to me ?
why ya using me ?
And most importantly ...why me ..?
I dunnoe if ya realise this or not but I hope ya do .
Heh ,who am I to judge ya .
I'm human too and everyone make mistakes ..

That's all partner ..
This is hell of a live that I'm livin ..
and btw Kai ,sometimes ya not helping me but ya makin matter WORSE .

Ya startin again .

Hay yo wassup guys .
Its been awhile aye ?
Recently Apek & I are back to being friends .
Its was due to stimmin .
Everyting was fine until yesterday he quarrel with Jannah .
Because of....aku malas uhh nak type english .
So aku type melayu uhh eyk .
Apek ngan Jannah gadoh sal Apek mintak sebatang abeyh Jannah tak bagy .
Dier text Jannah cakap "Tanam dalam2'' .
Pastu dorang gadoh2 tros senyap .
Then I (speaking pulak uhh eyk ..Ehem !) & Janny went Janny's home .
What I can't carry is he said to Jannah (in malay) "Kau pergy kat orang yang tknk kau ..."
Lyke wtf sia ?
what does he mean by that ?
Once again I hate him ..
We'll see uhh what he wanna do next .
Hais ..



And as for you ,I'm still angry with you okey ?
So stop acting good to me .
I dun wanna kena again .


Palabuto !
English aku pecah sial !!
Aku nak masok sch alek !!
Damn !!

Enough is enough ..

Hey yo wassup readers ?
Its been awhile ..
Lets get to da main point .
Listen up bitch ,aku terpandang kau so kirekan tak counted uh ..
Aku tak tengok kau tu maknenyerh tak tengok uh kay sundal ?
Kau pikir kau manerh peyh hawtstuff sia aku nak gy tengok ?
kalau aku tengokpon asal ?
Aku sukerh uh tengok tetek kau yang londeh tu uh ..
Aku tkderh makse nak gy tengok kau larh sia .
Kau cakap pompan aku budak2 ?
Aye sial uh ,kau pikir dier adek2 kau perh sia nak gy cakap gytu ?
Kau jangan step anerh peyh power larh sial peyh pompan .
Kau pikir skrg kau sec 4 darh bleyh besar kepale uh ?
Palabuto larh sia cakap ngan kau .
Kau ngan kau peyh mateyh bleyh jalan gy mampos larh sia .
Kau jual kau peyh puki sudarh larh .
Ohh ,aku luperh ,puki kau tak laku sia ..
Haha .
Luperh plak aku and gy pump kau peyh tetek larh sia .
Gy inject botox ke aperh .
Jalan darh tongeng2 .
Kau pikir pantat kau maot cam Phy perh ?
Haha ,FUCK YOU BANKHEAD !
Pompan despo cam kau ny gy mampos pon tak gune .
Susah kan tuhan jerh cipta kau .
Kau kalah pompan sia .
And kau bilang kau peyh bestie yang puki murah tu jangan masok camporny hal kay ?
nanty silap2 aku jubo dier nanty .
aderh paham ???
and bilang kau peyh apek ,stop meseg2 ngan Jannah kay anjing ?
Now be a good dog and FUCK OFF !!!
Kau maseyh budak agy .
Gy isap puteng sua kay ?
Takecare BITCH !!
Maaf kalao aku post ny ,aku just luahkan perasaan .
Kalau tersinggung ....,DEAL WITH IT !

Dear Haters

Hey yo wassup partner ?
Its been a long tyme .
As usual ,problem keeps following me .
Just gonna make this short .
Dear haters ,ya've been sayin I stole her from you but guess what shitface? ya wrong !
She came to me and I don't blame her .
Ya da one who do not know how to treat girl nicely and when she came to me ya say I stole her ..
And ya've been sprouting nonsense to everyone bout me and almost half of 'em listen to ya .
Thanks to you ,I've became famous .
Ya even admit to everyone that ya dislike hittin a girl and ya say ya are lovingboyy ??
Ahh ,FUCK YOU NIGGA !
Kau takmo nak lobang larh sial !
Kau bylerh part burokkan namerh aku kau berani ,aku ajak jumperh macam2 alasan kau kasy PALABUTO !!
Continue to do whatever ya wish to do to me ,I'll let god deal with it .
You know who you are ...

2days and counting Jannah .

I love you shorty .

Just heck care with em' all .

Now ya got me and I gotcha ..

To haters ,Do whatcha want and do watcha please ..

Cause I don't care !